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December (Chris C​ô​t​é​)

by Guy Capecelatro III

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1.
In the Dust 04:27
In the Dust You said that Wyoming is a shitty state of mind And all the fake cowboys and ranchers on these county lines Can sink into a sinkhole and it would be just fine I swear to god when we were kids I thought you might explode Yelling out at the window at the people on the roads You could fill Montana with what you don’t know And I’m sure that you were right I am tethered this life Kaylin there’s a window on the third floor of your house I was in my father’s Ford watching you climb out Hoping you might kiss me on the mouth Amphetamine and Motley Crue and Jagermeister shots I was so inside myself as you danced on the rocks Watching and wishing it would never stop But I knew that you would leave It was just a fantasy Curl your hands into a heart as she drifts away Waving as you’re walking like the saddest slow parade Somehow still assured it’ll be okay Every throbbing pulsing thought that saturates your brain Oozing through your tear ducts as you sort through what remains Bubbles up and circles around again Now I’m left here in the dust Nothing’s ever near enough I was sinking now I’m fucked Feeling like I might erupt
2.
That is Me 03:16
That is Me I’m the ride in the car tonight And you turn of the lights As the road gets so windy And the outcome is likely Calling some name as you lose all control Watching the world twist and roll I’m the last bit of alcohol As you brace for the fall Scanning the room like you’re robbing a bank Somehow the rug gets yanked Trying to stagger out through door Everything starts to contort You hear the sound of an old neighbor’s voice Slowly it leaks into noise And that’s me that is me
3.
Anybody Else 04:09
Anybody Else My teeth are cold my face hurts February is the worst Shuffling around these icy streets Feels like we all have some disease And the hospital’s a long ways away But you know I’m never one to complain Look away don’t talk to me I’m no side show curiosity And my hands bony and cracked Would you like them on your neck My crooked thumb is out but no one wants to help I am floundering in this by myself Chemicals and horrible coffee Leaking through my bleeding body I keep wishing for the next season Hoping it will make me happy Useless prick chicken shit I will tell them what you did Mess with me you’ll get bent I know I’ll find my revenge Screaming skyward at the planes overhead Wishing I was anybody else instead Shaky hands thinning blood Nothing ever is enough Tell me true what do you see When you’re looking right through me And the hospital’s a long ways away But you know I’m never one to complain
4.
A Painting of a Feeling Shuddering and shivering redefined by everything Staring at the highway blur cars careening by Codified and organized a painting of an old design Sifting through the particles for what I might find Treachery and memories working out trajectories Unraveling the broken string and winding it up A picture of your family blood handled with a sterile glove Laid out like a deck of cards for everyone to see And I believe in harmony a subtle sad uncertainty An underlining common thread tattered and bare You can keep your mystery I’ll take curiosity And we will walk the narrow wire that runs in between
5.
In the Dust You said that Wyoming is a shitty state of mind And all the fake cowboys and ranchers on these county lines Can sink into a sinkhole and it would be just fine I swear to god when we were kids I thought you might explode Yelling out at the window at the people on the roads You could fill Montana with what you don’t know And I’m sure that you were right I am tethered this life Kaylin there’s a window on the third floor of your house I was in my father’s Ford watching you climb out Hoping you might kiss me on the mouth Amphetamine and Motley Crue and Jagermeister shots I was so inside myself as you danced on the rocks Watching and wishing it would never stop But I knew that you would leave It was just a fantasy Curl your hands into a heart as she drifts away Waving as you’re walking like the saddest slow parade Somehow still assured it’ll be okay Every throbbing pulsing thought that saturates your brain Oozing through your tear ducts as you sort through what remains Bubbles up and circles around again Now I’m left here in the dust Nothing’s ever near enough I was sinking now I’m fucked Feeling like I might erupt
6.
That is Me I’m the ride in the car tonight And you turn of the lights As the road gets so windy And the outcome is likely Calling some name as you lose all control Watching the world twist and roll I’m the last bit of alcohol As you brace for the fall Scanning the room like you’re robbing a bank Somehow the rug gets yanked Trying to stagger out through door Everything starts to contort You hear the sound of an old neighbor’s voice Slowly it leaks into noise And that’s me that is me
7.
Anybody Else My teeth are cold my face hurts February is the worst Shuffling around these icy streets Feels like we all have some disease And the hospital’s a long ways away But you know I’m never one to complain Look away don’t talk to me I’m no side show curiosity And my hands bony and cracked Would you like them on your neck My crooked thumb is out but no one wants to help I am floundering in this by myself Chemicals and horrible coffee Leaking through my bleeding body I keep wishing for the next season Hoping it will make me happy Useless prick chicken shit I will tell them what you did Mess with me you’ll get bent I know I’ll find my revenge Screaming skyward at the planes overhead Wishing I was anybody else instead Shaky hands thinning blood Nothing ever is enough Tell me true what do you see When you’re looking right through me And the hospital’s a long ways away But you know I’m never one to complain
8.
A Painting of a Feeling Shuddering and shivering redefined by everything Staring at the highway blur cars careening by Codified and organized a painting of an old design Sifting through the particles for what I might find Treachery and memories working out trajectories Unraveling the broken string and winding it up A picture of your family blood handled with a sterile glove Laid out like a deck of cards for everyone to see And I believe in harmony a subtle sad uncertainty An underlining common thread tattered and bare You can keep your mystery I’ll take curiosity And we will walk the narrow wire that runs in between

about

This is the December edition of a series of monthly eps for 2017 in which I have invited friends to take my songs and "produce" them. I recorded the songs to a click track and sent the producers the raw tracks along with chords and lyrics and gave them free range to do as they saw fit. It is as much about their vision for the songs as mine in writing it. I've included stripped down demos to get a sense of the arc each song has taken.


All proceeds from this series will go to either Planned Parenthood, Southern Poverty Law Center or the SPCA. Just message me with your preference.

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released April 8, 2020

All arrangements and instrumentation by Chris Côté. Instruments include Keyboards, synthesizer, electric guitar, MIDI bass, MIDI drums, hand percussion, glockenspiel, backing vocals.

Cover photograph by Michael Winters. All rights for artwork revert back to Michael Winters who is generously donating these images to the series.

All songs © Two-Ton Santa Songs

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