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Floating Toward the Sky

by Guy Capecelatro III

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1.
Show Me a Door I never really liked these Willow trees It’s like they’re meaning to strangle me Shadows on a fall night stretch across the yard Look cruel crazy bizarre All the years we’ve watched this somber lake Swell freeze darken and dissipate Assembling the docks in the chilling scenes of April As leaves sprang from the Maple I wish that I could leave There’s nothing left for me Please show me to the door I won’t wait anymore
2.
West Missouri Nights Push your mouth up to his sweaty neck Let him feel the urgency of your breath These winter nights are strange and freezing And you’re lucky to even be breathing Hand-rolled cigarettes and Percocet Obsessing on things you need to forget West Missouri evenings last so long Digging all those holes made you strong Watching the sky for shooting stars They always fall when you look away Sweet Virginia you earned those scars Why don’t you let yourself be amazed Press your hand into his aching back Sometimes it’s just the simple math There’s a recipe for all of this You deserve to be kissed The fire’s almost finished all of its work Slinking back into the earth These kind of nights are soft and fleeting But you’ll keep on believing Watching the sky for shooting stars They always fall when you look away Sweet Virginia you earned those scars Why don’t you let yourself be amazed There’s the way the world is changing How you’ll hammer up against it Balancing between these worlds Not knowing which way you’ll fall
3.
Inside This Bubble I think of my father when he was my age It makes me a little bit afraid To see where I am knowing where I’ve been The ways that I’m the same as him I’ll float toward the sky Looking down below And see it clearly The things I shouldn’t know The way I’m feeling right at this moment A certain searching for atonement Blistering hopefulness like a knife wound Circles all around the room You said time is healing When you saw me hollow Why’d you raise me up So I could fall tomorrow If words are empty and hope is false I’ll be here climbing these walls Let me linger inside this bubble To be living is to struggle
4.
The Florist 00:57
The Florist I’m dating the florist But I don’t know what to give her She likes hard liquor But it messes with her liver Her mother worked with rhinestones Sewed them into jackets She wanted to be a boxer But couldn’t quite hack it Me and Cheryl Lynn My lady of the flowers We hang out at the gym Working out for hours
5.
Roadmap 03:52
Roadmap There are crows out in the courtyard Telling lies about my faith Such a troubling reminder Though they move with stunning grace I’m a terrible invention All my parts are rusted through I’ve been trying to build a new one But it’s getting so confused Hold your heart inside this blanket Don’t expose it to the air Walk outside to see the sunrise Dressed in only underwear Someone said I’m underwater There are secrets I’ve concealed Call my mother on the cruise ship She’s my alibi for real Seeing signs of some impending Everywhere I point my eyes I can barely move my big head Someone sent me the wrong size Tell me why you get so nervous There’s a shimmer to your skin Everyone can read the roadmap Of the people that you’ve been Tell me where you keep your secrets I’m as porous as a cloud You’ve been worried nervous sleepless There are promises avowed Let me catch my breath There’s a weight on my chest
6.
We Should Have Known All those cactuses sleeping On the windowsill The way you slap googly eyes On all your food I’m just reading on the fire escape Trying to stay awake Kombucha mother Dying on the fridge Ashes of our Pomeranian On the bookshelf Now it’s starting to rain Everything feels right again These days I’m worried I miss my Missouri We should have known let’s go home You don’t recognize how we’ve polarized We should have known let’s go home
7.
Pictures of Me I’ve been dreaming of demons They’re everywhere And that old country farmhouse Down in Eau Claire I shake from the medicine I wobble and fall You ask what I’m taking I cannot recall There’s a box in backyard Buried under a tree With the letters returned And those pictures of me And those pictures of me
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Things I Never Had Listening to a distant radio Last call but I don’t know where to go Lately it’s gotten way too bizarre Guess I’ll be sleeping in my car I’ve been trying to walk back Some things that I said But it’ll always Live inside your head Got some things in storage in Cheyenne No one’s really certain where I am Everything has gotten so damn absurd Maybe I’ll come back as a bird Why I am I so stuck on Always being bad I’ve been missing things I Never really had Wishing away all this time Never helps with anything Hoping I don’t see the face That I’ve been worshiping Running skittish like a fox From the places we haunted I don’t need to be needed I just want to be wanted
10.
Lady Luck 01:03
Lady Luck I slow-played my top set got sucked out on the river I know that lady luck is a taker not a giver I’m always counting cards they never add up right And then I go back slinking out into the night I’m eating raw spaghetti and beans out of a can Ask me where I’m going I’m sure I have a plan I’ve never been to Paris I’m rarely out of Jackson Bang on my screen door if something’s gonna happen
11.
Climb Aboard 03:13
Climb Aboard You need to pull that clock from the wall It doesn’t tell time anymore And all those big books you’ll never read Bring ‘em to the Salvation Army Somehow you got your father’s heart He only loved in the dark And that postcard hanging on your wall Doesn’t mean what it did in the fall I can’t get with your creation myths I don’t know what I believe but that’s not it Point to the stars as proof of your lord I am out at sea and can’t climb aboard You’re cutting faces from the pictures You on vacation with your sisters There’s the water slide and the sailboat The overwhelming sense of hope Through all the dark days and the strange twists The adventures and the shifts Still you cling to some sense of wonder Remembering how things once were I can’t get with your creation myths I don’t know what I believe but that’s not it Point to the stars as proof of your lord I am out at sea and can’t climb aboard

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This here album was recorded in February of 2022 as part of the famous RPM Challenge where you write and record a record in February. I do anyway. Plus a bunch of other people.

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released February 28, 2022

Guy Capecelatro III plays guitar and sings and Charlotte Moroz sing. Like an angel she sings.

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