1. |
Watch Me Dissolve
02:59
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Watch Me Dissolve
Breaking up with myself
I can’t stand me for another minute
Tired of being in it
Hate this body and this mind
Getting beat down and bored of this perspective
Now I reject it
I think you know what I mean
I’m sure you’d agree
Every godforsaken day
Makes me feel more panicked and constrained
It sounds deranged
Punching myself in the face
Always feels right and totally deserved
Maybe I’m disturbed
I think you know what I mean
I’m sure you’d agree
I’m totally confused
About what I should do
I’m so lost inside me
Help me leave my body
Breaking up with myself
I’ve had it with the tired view from here
I’ll disappear
I’m so over me right now
I need to carve a tunnel through these walls
Watch me dissolve
I think you know what I mean
I’m sure you’d agree
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2. |
Paying Rent
03:46
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Paying Rent
It’s my face the only one that I’ve got
I’m not trying to be something I’m not
And your words eviscerating
Sorry I’m self-deprecating
If I could see some path between
You’re a lion in the coliseum
And that voice a squealing fan belt
Ringing like some circle of hell
And there’s this bridge
But I don’t give a shit
I feel content
Just paying rent
Watch my hands or you’ll miss the trick
I’m a pro with the carrot and stick
In this light it seems obscure
No one knows what we’re here for
There’s the light and the way it refracts
Sometimes it gets caught between the cracks
I’m still here doing all I can
And I can’t remember where it all began
And there’s this bridge
But I don’t give a shit
I feel content
Just paying rent
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3. |
Chasm
02:55
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Chasm
I’m a believer she said and I believe her
Still I don’t see anything for me
She had a vision somehow I missed it
Saw some ghostly figure who spoke in a whisper
Where do we go from here
Is the chasm way too deep
How do we bridge the gap
Between where we’re both at
Why so cynical why so difficult
Your suspicious always asking questions
Squint your eyes then open wide
See the intention and all of these connections
Where do we go from here
Is the chasm way too deep
How do we bridge the gap
Between where we’re both at
I’m trying to drink more water
Leave my house more often
I’m trying to be receptive like a sponge
I watch the way you move
The way you wander through
Suck the air you breath into my lungs
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4. |
Only Human
03:37
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Only Human
I never asked you for clemency
Never expected a reprieve
I packed my things inside a pillow case
Fully expecting to leave
I had an accident in Texas
Near that house in Wimberley
I rolled my car under a Sycamore
Covered it over like a body
Remember lying in that empty pool Where the planes came through
You said you’re only human I wanna be a human too
I started walking past the ranches
As the cows all called your name
I found a dance hall down on Mercer
It’s never easy to explain
I tried to call you from a pay phone
Country music in my ears
I couldn’t tell if you had answered
The ring just disappeared
Remember walking on the ocean floor And you lost your shoe
You said you’re only human I wanna be a human too
I counted bottles in the mirror
Dripping tears into my beer
I watched a couple from my barstool
He spun her like a puppeteer
I’ll nurse this beer until it’s empty
Wishing I could still atone
And if I’m lucky play my cards right
Maybe someone takes me home
Maybe someone takes me home
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5. |
Watch Me Dissolve (demo)
03:23
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Watch Me Dissolve
Breaking up with myself
I can’t stand me for another minute
Tired of being in it
Hate this body and this mind
Getting beat down and bored of this perspective
Now I reject it
I think you know what I mean
I’m sure you’d agree
Every godforsaken day
Makes me feel more panicked and constrained
It sounds deranged
Punching myself in the face
Always feels right and totally deserved
Maybe I’m disturbed
I think you know what I mean
I’m sure you’d agree
I’m totally confused
About what I should do
I’m so lost inside me
Help me leave my body
Breaking up with myself
I’ve had it with the tired view from here
I’ll disappear
I’m so over me right now
I need to carve a tunnel through these walls
Watch me dissolve
I think you know what I mean
I’m sure you’d agree
|
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6. |
Paying Rent (demo)
02:46
|
|||
Paying Rent
It’s my face the only one that I’ve got
I’m not trying to be something I’m not
And your words eviscerating
Sorry I’m self-deprecating
If I could see some path between
You’re a lion in the coliseum
And that voice a squealing fan belt
Ringing like some circle of hell
And there’s this bridge
But I don’t give a shit
I feel content
Just paying rent
Watch my hands or you’ll miss the trick
I’m a pro with the carrot and stick
In this light it seems obscure
No one knows what we’re here for
There’s the light and the way it refracts
Sometimes it gets caught between the cracks
I’m still here doing all I can
And I can’t remember where it all began
And there’s this bridge
But I don’t give a shit
I feel content
Just paying rent
|
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7. |
Chasm (demo)
02:55
|
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Chasm
I’m a believer she said and I believe her
Still I don’t see anything for me
She had a vision somehow I missed it
Saw some ghostly figure who spoke in a whisper
Where do we go from here
Is the chasm way too deep
How do we bridge the gap
Between where we’re both at
Why so cynical why so difficult
Your suspicious always asking questions
Squint your eyes then open wide
See the intention and all of these connections
Where do we go from here
Is the chasm way too deep
How do we bridge the gap
Between where we’re both at
I’m trying to drink more water
Leave my house more often
I’m trying to be receptive like a sponge
I watch the way you move
The way you wander through
Suck the air you breath into my lungs
|
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8. |
Only Human (demo)
04:45
|
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Only Human
I never asked you for clemency
Never expected a reprieve
I packed my things inside a pillow case
Fully expecting to leave
I had an accident in Texas
Near that house in Wimberley
I rolled my car under a Sycamore
Covered it over like a body
Remember lying in that empty pool Where the planes came through
You said you’re only human I wanna be a human too
I started walking past the ranches
As the cows all called your name
I found a dance hall down on Mercer
It’s never easy to explain
I tried to call you from a pay phone
Country music in my ears
I couldn’t tell if you had answered
The ring just disappeared
Remember walking on the ocean floor And you lost your shoe
You said you’re only human I wanna be a human too
I counted bottles in the mirror
Dripping tears into my beer
I watched a couple from my barstool
He spun her like a puppeteer
I’ll nurse this beer until it’s empty
Wishing I could still atone
And if I’m lucky play my cards right
Maybe someone takes me home
Maybe someone takes me home
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