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Watching the Icebergs Melt

by Guy Capecelatro III

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1.
See It Coming Wake me up if I’m sleeping But I don’t sleep much anymore Roll me over on my belly Tie my hands with the phone cord Drive me out to the ocean I will try and understand Drag me out to where the waves break Bury my body in the sand As the naughty moon is dancing With the pick up truck running I’ll be staring out at the water I wanna see it coming
2.
Every Single Possibility Trying to describe the way I felt Is something like watching the icebergs melt I’m a mess I’m a mess But I’m hoping to reel in the threads Every now and then I need some help I can be a little hard on myself But I know I know I like a bit of out of control Every single possibility Described in perfect detail Seeing subtle synchronicity As I’m chasing my white whale Laying out a perfect strategy While everything explodes on top of me It’s fruitless it’s fruitless But I don’t like to think I’m toothless Praying to a god that’s long since left When all I ever do is acquiesce What a birdbrain what a birdbrain I’m buckling under the strain Every single possibility Described in perfect detail Seeing subtle synchronicity As I’m chasing my white whale Chasing my white whale looking at the tail
3.
Burying the Proof You said tonight there’d be a fire And we could see it from the road I left the house when it was dusk Nearly seven hours ago I’m getting tired my eyes are blurred Some would say this is fruitless and absurd I broke a promise to a friend Still I tried to tell the truth It feels different what you did When you buried all the proof And you’re not here to set it straight You were scared and nervous you went away I’ve got the rope inside my bag And all the tools you said you’d need There’s never time to get it right It’s like I’m speaking Portuguese I grabbed the dog a little cash Some peanuts matches and some grass I hope there’s gas still in the truck I’m fairly sure I know the way And if I catch you where you sleep You’ll take edge off of this blade I’m getting tired my eyes are blurred Some would say this is fruitless and absurd
4.
The Weight of You I’m on the moon again Gesturing with my hands Can anybody see me From where you stand I know the precious few Who hold me in their hearts Understand the way a man Could blow it all apart It get so cold up here But I don’t even care I never felt myself When I was down there Watching you spin around Pining for that blue In spite of everything I feel the weight of you
5.
Strains and Swells Growing nervous I start to sweat I’m turning purple from holding my breath This lack of light this shallow pool For all I know I’ve been a tool I’ve been a hammer I’ve been your feather I’ve been stuck here in this hole forever And through the floorboards I hear the strains AM radio drips down like rain Racing pulse scattered thoughts I feel my muscles going soft Distant glowing a cigarette I can’t remember exactly what I said I feel a hunger begin to build How will I linger so unfulfilled And in the distance some muffled bells As this conviction strains and swells Is it morning how would I know Time isn’t real this far below A hollow ringing inside my head If I was righteous I would confess I trusted science to light the way And now I’m trapped naked and afraid And are those voices conspiring Is this my outcome expiring
6.
Forced to Concede I didn’t know death was so close Somehow I thought we had time Turn the lights low I need to sleep It feels like they ripped out my spine Sure there were signs But we couldn’t read Struggling not to believe Until we were forced to concede Facing a wall banging my head Hoping for light to leak through There were the days it seemed we might Drown in the blood that we drew Wash the world clean Temper the pain Help me extinguish my brain
7.
Loggerheads 01:59
Loggerheads Rest assured the only people To live out here are dead Anyone endeavoring Are foolish loggerheads Still I know a path To take us back When we get there follow close Please no dawdling Try not to look around Don’t be maudlin There are things we need Amidst this disease Swallow all your fears Before we disappear
8.
Ways that I forget Call tonight I guess I’m ready Thoughts stick like wet spaghetti I’m waiting by the doorway With the night stretched out before me Confronting all the truths I’ve been ignoring Shifting light between the branches The moon emerges then advances Pulling out a cigarette To calm this old distress Remembering the ways that I forget I see your headlights in the distance Like some long forgotten Christmas I step back into the shadows And watch your fading face blur through the window
9.
You’re to Blame Call me up call me Buttercup Stab me in the back I’m really not so tough Break some bread stick it in your head I’m not all that picky I’ll take what I get I’m a wreck Cold relief I could use some sleep There’s a bunch of snow out there on the beach Rest assured all the lines have blurred Everything flutters like a bird So absurd Chicken shit I know what you did Now you’ve gotta learn to live with it My disdain bubbles up in vain Find your way back the way that you came You’re to blame
10.
Flameproof Suit Dearest Elizabeth here’s to everything You were a fighter left it all in the ring You were acquiescing and I was demanding I can’t believe we both came out standing There’s a fire here tonight I’m watching from the roof Someone just ran inside In a flameproof suit Reminding me of you

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This was recorded as part of 2017's RPM Challenge in which people are encouraged to write and record and album during the shortest, coldest, most desperate month of the year.

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released March 5, 2017

This was all recorded at Squirrel Sounds Studio (my attic) over the month of February. The Weight of You features G. Honey Porter on vocals and Ways I Forget has Scotty Houston on the lap steel. All other sounds were made by me, GC III.

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